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Ais4aquarius
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Country: United States State: California Birthday: 2/16/1985 Gender: Female
Interests: listen to the radio watching all my shows on the tube sleeping and learning more about medicine
Expertise: i have alot of area's that shine thru but its hard to see at first but they're there, trust me.
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
11/9/2003
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| well umm i'm 19 now and well wut can i say is that i had LOT OF FUN for my birthday but i feel like my birthday is throughou tthe whole month of february why i say that is because i'm special.... like always!! umm let see on friday a few of my friends threw a hotel party for me and i had TONS of FUN i can't even stress how much of a good time i had because it lasted throughout the whole NITE!!! and then on saturday i went out to a couple of parties and had fun i for the first time looked liked one of those girls on a music video like chingy's or usher's or even justin's i loved it!! my hair got done and wut not the whole weekend was fantastic. on sunday i went to my friends baby shower and had fun there after that i got coffee and relaxed and ended the day watching sex and the city!! on the day of my birthday no one was home at all FINALLY!!! and i had the day to my self and then i spent my nite with jose and that was kinda wut i wanted so all in all i my birthday turned out well i'm a auntie FINALLY and that kinda ravals into my bday month my friend finally comes back and i got me a little action from a guy that hella girls jock... and i kno i can have him anytime i want.... and i'm making jose jealous in the mits of the whole thing so my birthday month isn't over until march 1st!!! | | |
| wow well sorry people for the delay i guess i've been kinda lazy about doing my entries well nothing has happened all that deep in my but i finally went to faith with carly rachel i had fun i was kinda scared but i finally got to go and experienced it i am so str9t o god!! i'm so str8t it made me so eager to have a boyfriend but i still had a fun time i wud go back and talk to the bartendah again tho, lol. umm i still have no love in my unfortunately and i'm decided to move out and live with my dad but i guessi'm not ready to start o whole new live just yet and its not like i'm gonna be gone but i won't really be here to see my lil sisters and watch them grow up and my mom too. i shouldn't move out on a bad note. but any way my birthday is coming up i'm gettine older but 19 is really nothing just 2 more til the big 21 yikes but yayuh at the same time!!! i hope i have more freedom yes i said more freedom cause i'm still sheltered unfortunately but hopefully that will all change and hopefully i'll have a love interest somebody that will make me believe in love again... i guess we just have to wait and see then | | |
| well its almost christams and wel i didn't even notice it actually, it really came by fast this year alot of things happened this year, and well alot of things didn't i don't know yet wut will be my new years resolution i'm still thinking i'm just taking it one day at a time i just hope i have money to get my mom something atleast i mean the others can wait awhile and yaeh she doesn't care about materialistc things but i do, haha. she's givin alot to me so thats the least i can do... and i'm pretty sure i won't be seeing the others after christmas so i'll hopefully have thier presents by then and hope fully before but i don't know maybe i'll get wut i REALLY want for christmas it doesn't matter if its only for that day well and new years too... | | |
| i don't know wut i'm feelin too much of it too much of alot now that wowi's back me and jose are talking about him leaving and i just have to say alot of tears a alot of feelings coming out and just alot of things that i never new neither one of us really had but we have another year but hopefully in a couple of weeks i'll finally get to have wut i want for christmas... | | |
| i put and leave alicia on my page bcuz no matter how much i tell him my name he doesn't know it. i sit and and i listen, i cry with him i feel the things that he feels i laugh with as well but still i'm never gonna be wut i don't even know if i would be able to handle at that but i'm just saying i don't even have that choice... so i can be in love with him all i want but he will never be in love with me they i want him to be and no matter how many times i ask i will never know how he likes his eggs and tho i sit here and listen and feel and fill my eyes up i will always be a cold piano wanting to be attended to the right way and be played passionately but he will never know my name... | | |
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